Dear Kat/Bitch/Everything nice and lovey,

How are you? Its been a rather long time since we've talked or seen each other.... you must b busy with studying eh? Prolly getting all stressed and frustrated with exams that are coming, furthermore unabling you from fully enjoying CNY, like u told me you would definitely be thinking of exams during CNY.... cut some slack man....CNY go ppls hse with a black face aint really good.... Oh and hows your throat? isit still uncomfy? If it is.... damn, it must really suck, ur not gonna b able to down those CNY goodies nicely....Take care of it.... may b youd like to try my remedies? counter poison with poison? or may be drinking ice cold coke like its water? lol crap....Better not follow them it works only for me haha

So how was V day? day spent studying and with ur family? hmm sure beats me wasting time and slackign ard..... would have been better if i spent it with you eh even if its just doing nth but studying? no? ok fine -_- =)

I really should end now... gonna have driving lessons tmr early in the morning....(Side note, my drivings going fine i think im alrdy good enuf to fetch you ard smoothly without any jerks and hopefully no stalling of engine lol........) you take care yea? hope ur studying is going fine, really missed bonding with you during the last tests sure was great motivation haha kk take care and dun worry so much abt exams and go enjoy during the CNY =) Good nite,would love to hear from you soon.

Yours sincerely/faithfully,

Marcus



* YET ANOTHER RETARDED POST -_- GO AND STUDY LA MARCUS .....FINE LA NOISY LE -_- Damn i love talking/quarreling with myself.....Damn im retarded......*

V day is over, CNY is coming and so are the exams.......

V day is once again spent with friends =) as usual..... just hang out and crap and walk ard and laugh.... kinda unfulfilling but its fine didnt hang out with the guys since no one asked abt it and YYW is attached and just found out JK is too.... major shock...eyes nearly popped out when i saw him with his gf O.o

No CNY spirit -_-

Haven really studied for exams....... Im seriously like what YYW say.... WAITING for exams instead of preparing for it.... FUCK YOU MARCUS GO AND STUDY NOW!!!!! fuck u i dun wan and i cant study.... -_- eagerly waiting for exams to be over............

The only reason why im still here is because in this world.... the only person who doesn't lie is Stephy..... =) You're the reason why im still here..........

The knife, lies there on cold hard table, dead it is, but not for long.....

Dont you want to make it come alive?Dont you want to feel its shiny cool blade on your wrist?

As the blade glides across, leaving an incision on ur wrist setting free a stream of warm red liquid flowing out smoothly like a river.......

This red liquid, the culprit of all your sufferings, its the blood that your heart pumps to keep you alive, for you to love her, to keep you alive, for you to care for her......

The pain from loving and caring for her is excruciating isn't it?

Well then, stop that pain, let that happy blade feast on the blood that flows out from the incision made by the funky dance the blade did on your wrist, as you learn how not to love ever again.......


DISCLAIMER: I am by no means encouraging wrist slitting, such an act is labelled as self mutilation and if you are doing it, I highly encourage you to stop it and seek for professional help. I am also personally not slitting my wrists -_-" This is a literature work inspired by pure insanity, pyscho-ness and boredom.