NOW......I REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH NS.....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Kenny says that there are two reasons why ppl sleep.

1) they are tired thus they go and slp.

2) Because they want to escape reality.

Which are you?

Its been a month since ive enlisted for NS. It has been pretty ok i guess....so far....it isnt AS bad as i thought it might be but nonetheless there are still some things in the army which i dont exactly agree with.... but oh wells... nt like i could do anyth much....amongst all the army songs sung, my favourite is prolly "When the cold wind blows", *this prolly happens when ur in the army, you lose track of REAL STUFF, and all you noe abt is army shit*

In the early morning sun,
with my field pack on my back,
with an aching in heart,
and my back is full of sweat.
I'm a long long way from home,
and i miss my lover so.
In the early morning march,
when the cold wind blows....when the cold wind blows.....when the cold wind blows....when the cold wind blows....when the cold winds blows.....
I know i know,
you have to go.
But hurry back home,
cause i miss you so.

Its really nice when sung properly in unison and when its nt sung by tone death ppl...-_-" they really spoil the song....The song nv fails to giv me tt awkward feeling in the heart and wet eyes despite the exhaustion and aches while marching....

Why isit that everyone is happy except me? Why do i seem like the only one whos miserable? Why isit that others can be so happy and jolly? Why isit that mine sucks?

THIS IS AN EXAMPLE WHAT FCKING HAPPENS WHEN PPL DON LISTEN TO ME OR TAKE MY WORDS INTO ACCOUNT.....THERE YOU HAVE IT....but PLS.... the nxt time u ppl dun listen to me pls make sure i dun get involved in the shit tt is the consequences of not listening/taking into account my words......

If only there was sumth solid and physical to blame on.... sumth right smack standing there for me to punch and vent on.....

In the entire english language, one of my most hated words is prolly "sorry". Come on..... seriously speaking hw much does tt word mean to u? for me almost always it means nth....apologising doesnt change anyth.... and apologising just makes u feel better... no it doesnt make me feel any better.... so all u sry ppl shud stop and ponder what u cud do to rectify the shit than to just b lazy and assholic and just say sry.... i hate this damn word.... im sick of it.....

Why isit so hard to find a gd quiet place to just b depressed and shit like tt? I went to the playgrd near my hse.... the playgrd has swings.... y do lovebirds like to go there? sure... its a common idea for coupels to b erm... enjoying each others company at the swing.... but hav u watched ghost shows? sad lonely ppl/objects aso hang out at the damn swing... i cant believe a couple came and sat the swing while i was sitting on the swing next to them.... seriously man.... but thxfully after a long period of hanging out at the swing i decided to go to the fitness corner to destress... and just as i left... a middle aged man came to the swing and sat there... for tt short period of time i felt a lil comfort... im nt alone.......

Whats with the overhype about birthdays? Whats with birthdays being happy.... whats with birthdays being special and all... if u ask me.... theres nth to b specially happy abt.... nor isit a special day.... it is just another damn day of this damn life.... im fine with it being a normal damn day in this damn life..... but im extra pissed abt all the overhype and "happy" shit... becos at the end of the day when i look back.... there isnt really anyth to be happy abt.... its fine if theres nth to b happy abt if its just like any damn day.... all the overhype and birthdays being happy and special makes me feel worse... becos for a split second of the day id think... sure ill see if theres anyth happy or special.... *cross fingers* waits anticipatingly..... but in the end im just left with disapppintments....sure.... hu the hell am i? but zzz..... if so then just kip all the wishes.... becos they actually really mean nth much to me... throughout the whole 19 yrs of my life... i hav nv once made a birthday wish....

Last years birthday was shitty..... guess what? this yrs isnt any betetr... in fact its worse... the oni difference is oni tt last yrs... i was angry.... this yrs im just a bag of disapppointments....

I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! AND FCKING SURE AS HELL AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL ABT IT!!!!!NOT EVEN AN ELECTRON BIT OF HAPPINESS AT ALL!!!!I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! I CANT STRESS ENOUGH ON THAT..... EVERY YEAR I TRY HARD AS HELL NOT TO LET PPL NOE ABT IT.... BUT THEY JSUT WANT TO NOE AND JUST MAKE ME UNHAPPIER... SURE IM HAPPY IF U REMEMBER PURELY BASED ON WELL U JUST WANNA REMMEBER .... I HATE IT WHEN U TRY TO REMMEBER BUT DUN HAV A SURE GUARANTEED IDEA ON WHEN IT IS....BUT JUST KIPS PRESSING ON AND ASKING ME WHEN ISIT AND WHETHER ITS TODAY.... IF UR SO SINCERE IN KNOWING THEN DO MAKE AN EFFORT TO B 100% SURE ABT IT SO TT U DUN HAV TO ASK ME.... id much rather EVERYONE treat my birthday as a normal day then lead me to naively hype abt it oni to b disappointed.... im sick of my birthday and i hate it.... I VE NV BEEN HAPPY ON MY BIRTHDAY......SO FUCK IT....

A telephone. Classic and old school with a history dating back to as far as the 1800s. A means of speech communication.



A cellphone/handphone/mobilephone, serves as an mp3 player, camera, and most importantly a means of communication through speech and text.



A desktop/laptop/pc, serves many purposes, gaming, word processing, graphic designing, many many countless other uses, but also a mean of communication through speech and text.



Despite all the above technologies we have for communication....i think we've decided to use what? Ah yes.... the brain....one of the most powerful processing "machine" we know.... we've decided to use the brain as a means of communication, psychic ^_^.... hey wait hold on i sense an incoming brainwave.... oops sorry, my bad... just a hallucination.... oh well *shrugs* =)